A little lovin'

I have the biggest crush on my Bear. Lately, I feel like I've been so overwhelmed, tired, and busy that I haven't been able to really express all of the love I have in my heart for this man. Most days I don't get to see him until late at night when I'm already tired and cranky, and I just think that's so unfair for him. You know? So, I'm very excited for school to come to a close because then we'll have much more time for those wonderful day adventures we love so much. I just can't wait to squeeze him so hard that he starts to become tired and cranky at me. Ha! I just feel really lucky and blessed to be spending my life with my very best friend. I've learned a lot about Paul during these passed 10 years and I can honestly say that I don't think I would change a single thing about him. We're so similar in most ways, and different in the things that we need to be different on. I just can't imagine how I got so lucky. I love him with my whole heart, and I have to say, being with this Bear...well, it's just the best thing I've ever done with my life. He puts up with me when no one else would and loves me more for it. He calms me down when I'm an anxious mess. He makes me laugh when I'm feeling so furious that I don't know how to function. He's just the best part of me, and I know that I'm the best part of him. This man and this life...wow, I'm just lucky.